Systolic: 100

Geramnyaaaa............

I'm destined to meet people that will test my patience. DESTINED. What with classes, Ta-ing, research meetings, grading, etc i really really cannot afford to deal with this right now :( You out there, stop ordering me around! I'm not your servant....phei yuan even said i looked so submissive around her....WHY OH WHY DO I LET HER DO THAT TO ME????

Sighhhhhh

I'm sufferring from imposter syndrome. They made a mistake with the application! I'm not supposed to be here, I don't belong here. I just sit in a corner pretending to understand the concepts that they articulate so well. ARGH. Stresssnyaaaa.....i dunno how to come up with a new way of validating a selection procedure? How am I supposed to know? If it's that easy, experienced researchers would have thought of it by now!!! and Gnuplot...DAMN YOU. I have to do coding for my stats class. C-O-D-I-N-G. Can you imagine me doing coding???? Suchuen doing coding? Unbelievable. Haha

Blood pressure naik :( hit a record high of 100. never ever in my life have i reached a 100. my seniors welcomed me to grad school after hearing about it. Sorry about the depressed entry....SUM Of my life after 4 weeks here. Gone are the initial highs and now the lows start creeping in like a lapping wave...